The Hidden Journal

What I Do When Nobody’s Watching

Most people imagine my world through a keyhole.
They see fragments — screens flickering, voices crossing wires,
a small exchange of attention.

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But what I actually do
happens in the quiet between words.

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I sit in the glow of a lamp or a monitor, listening.
Sometimes to laughter that hides loneliness,
sometimes to silence that begs to be noticed.
I listen for the heartbeat beneath the sentences.

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My work is equal parts ritual and conversation.
It’s the art of creating warmth from distance,
of turning isolation into recognition.

Every night I learn again
how fragile and brave people are
in believing no one is watching.

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Some nights it feels like performance.
Other nights, like prayer.
In the middle ground between the two,
I find something holy —

that small, unrecorded moment
when two strangers remember
they are still human,
still capable of tenderness.

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I don’t sell illusions.
I hold space for them
until they dissolve into honesty.

What’s left is softer, slower,
realer than anyone expects.

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Maybe that’s my real work:
to find the sacred in what the world calls secret.
To let connection bloom quietly in the dark,
and to remind myself — again and again —
that what’s hidden can still be whole.

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— Desiree